ah this is it, again another girl makes me feel sad. everytime i meet a realy great friend it turns out to be a girl. funny about this, i kind of end liking them so much that i start to get worried about them. usually, no no, even better, always they have to disappear from the face of earth. it happened again, and this time. i feel real sad. makes a time i dont feel like this, its cold, my heart ashes and i feel faint.

this year, it happened 3 times. please, dont let it happen again. the only wish i have on my heart right now, is her comeback. i wish i had more ways to express my sadness, seems that writing isnt enough. if i go to my bed, i will probably start to cry.