I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.

FOR EVERY NIGHT SPENT IN THE SILENCE AND EMPTINESS EASES THE SPIRIT
FOR EVERY TIME I HAVE TO EXPLAIN DECISIONS THAT SHOULD NOT BE EXPLAINED

PEOPLE CARE

BUT CARE AS THEY CARE FOR A PET

THEY CASE, THEY CHAIN, THEY BIND, THEY CAGE.

THEY FEAR.

THEIR FEAR IS DESTROYING ALL.

EYESIGHT FADES

I AM CHOKING

LEGS WEAKEN

I WANT TO PUKE

BODY ACHES

I AM TREMBLING

and in the end of the night, i close my eyes, and simply cease to be.
upon ceasing, i am free, i am fine, i am breathing…

i feel peace and bliss.

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